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Entry tags:
- tlv: !ic,
- tlv: anthony j. crowley,
- tlv: arthas menethil,
- tlv: aya mikage,
- tlv: barbara gordon,
- tlv: boyd crowder,
- tlv: dean winchester,
- tlv: dillon cole,
- tlv: eugene b. sledge,
- tlv: hugh cambridge,
- tlv: iris wildthyme,
- tlv: leticia "letty" ortiz,
- tlv: mason,
- tlv: merlin,
- tlv: ricki tarr,
- tlv: simon monroe,
- tlv: stephanie brown,
- tlv: vergil sparda
♻ 015 | video
[The rips had closed up days ago, but Tiffany doesn't trust that right away - people were still missing and there was clearly something weird going on down at the port, so she refrains from acting like everything is over and done with yet. When people start appearing back on the ship, however, she tentatively lets herself start to believe that things really are winding down... which leads to another problem, for her.]
So, uh… during all that, I had some trouble, and Mason took my soul out of my body for a little bit, so I wouldn't be in pain and couldn't get hurt. He was great, by the way; a fucking badass - strong and brave and fighting monsters. He saved my life. He was a hero.
Y'all tell him that the next time you see him, okay?
[He revels in compliments and praise the same way she does; she has a feeling he'll like it.
And it’s so, so tempting to just focus on that and end the post right there - to do something similar to what she did after the jaeger breach and just gush about how so many people had helped her, and how nice it feels to know she has them in her corner. To just ignore the uncomfortable parts in favor of the good.
But it wouldn’t work as well the second time, and for once, she isn’t sure she’d want it to.]
But when I was out of myself, I tried to go inside a monster, and it-- I didn't really do it, but I almost did, and I felt its soul. It was the worst thing I have ever felt in my life; it was worse than dying in my dreams during that flood. It felt evil, and now my soul feels tainted.
[It isn't, really - luckily for her, any aftereffects from the experience are all in her head.]
I died a lot and then I did that, and I'm worried my soul is turning bad because of it. I don't got any real evidence, so it might not be, but... I think I would appreciate it if someone could check, or try to do an exorcism on me. Just in case.
[She smiles a twitchy smile that doesn't reach her eyes.]
I ain't panicking this time, like I did before. But if there's something wrong with me, I wanna get it fixed.
Thanks.
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... Hey, Simon. Hi.
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Maybe when we do our next therapy meeting, we can talk about this? About dying and stuff. I don’t…
I don't think I’m handling it too well.
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Can I talk to you?
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So, uh… during all that, I had some trouble, and Mason took my soul out of my body for a little bit, so I wouldn't be in pain and couldn't get hurt. He was great, by the way; a fucking badass - strong and brave and fighting monsters. He saved my life. He was a hero.
Y'all tell him that the next time you see him, okay?
[He revels in compliments and praise the same way she does; she has a feeling he'll like it.
And it’s so, so tempting to just focus on that and end the post right there - to do something similar to what she did after the jaeger breach and just gush about how so many people had helped her, and how nice it feels to know she has them in her corner. To just ignore the uncomfortable parts in favor of the good.
But it wouldn’t work as well the second time, and for once, she isn’t sure she’d want it to.]
But when I was out of myself, I tried to go inside a monster, and it-- I didn't really do it, but I almost did, and I felt its soul. It was the worst thing I have ever felt in my life; it was worse than dying in my dreams during that flood. It felt evil, and now my soul feels tainted.
[It isn't, really - luckily for her, any aftereffects from the experience are all in her head.]
I died a lot and then I did that, and I'm worried my soul is turning bad because of it. I don't got any real evidence, so it might not be, but... I think I would appreciate it if someone could check, or try to do an exorcism on me. Just in case.
[She smiles a twitchy smile that doesn't reach her eyes.]
I ain't panicking this time, like I did before. But if there's something wrong with me, I wanna get it fixed.
Thanks.
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... Hey, Simon. Hi.
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Maybe when we do our next therapy meeting, we can talk about this? About dying and stuff. I don’t…
I don't think I’m handling it too well.
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Can I talk to you?
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Of course, his feels less literal, in some ways. He's never actually had his soul physically torn out of him. To the best of his knowledge.]
You talked to Dillon at all, since it happened? [It's a cautiously offered suggestion, because he's not actually sure if Dillon would know how to fix it, or be up for it after what happened to him.]
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[She'd felt she had to block it out - this, and her feelings about dying - to survive, and the instinct hadn't been a bad one.]
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[He's been keeping a little bit of distance from her since the exorcism. Now that the sha is out of him, he can admit that she has other people around her that can take care of her for a while, and he's been letting them. He can't say he's still angry, exactly, but... really, he doesn't know how he feels, and spending half a week rabid hasn't helped his thought process any.]
I'm sure you're okay. I think all the possessions are over.
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Are you okay? Are you m--
[Mad at me.]
... I wanna know if you're okay, first.
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[She sounds immeasurably relieved that he suggested it.]
You can come to my room, if you want. I only got one chair, but you can have it.
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[Merlin's actually slept by this point, yay. He still looks tired, but nowhere near so bad as anyone suffering a stacked Death Toll, and he's smiling gently.]
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[Arthas can't do the supervillain growl he wants to at the moment but he can be hoarse and furious.]
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... Which part are you talking about here?
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Hey, wardens. I got something for you.
[She raises her closed fists, the backs of her hands facing out, and pops out both middle fingers.]
What are are you gonna do about that.
[... Well, it was short, anyway.]
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What difference would Arthas being in Zero make to you?
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Wow, see if I give you more weapons. [But her tone is light.]
Tiffany - what Arthas pulled deserves punishment, I won't argue that. But I'm pretty sure a week in Zero would barely phase him.
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[Dean is genuinely baffled and singularly annoyed; he tried to follow the path of the narrative, but he lost it somewhere in there and he's not honestly sure if it's her or if it's him.
It feels like he's missing a lot: events, time, people, motivation. His voice rings in the mostly empty cells of Zero.]
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For which part? I said a lot.
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[ He did make a promise even if they have argued a couple times since then.]
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[She's just assuming. She'll be thrilled as fuck to see Dillon, though.]
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