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Entry tags:
- tlv: !ic,
- tlv: anthony j. crowley,
- tlv: arthas menethil,
- tlv: aya mikage,
- tlv: barbara gordon,
- tlv: boyd crowder,
- tlv: dean winchester,
- tlv: dillon cole,
- tlv: eugene b. sledge,
- tlv: hugh cambridge,
- tlv: iris wildthyme,
- tlv: leticia "letty" ortiz,
- tlv: mason,
- tlv: merlin,
- tlv: ricki tarr,
- tlv: simon monroe,
- tlv: stephanie brown,
- tlv: vergil sparda
♻ 015 | video
[The rips had closed up days ago, but Tiffany doesn't trust that right away - people were still missing and there was clearly something weird going on down at the port, so she refrains from acting like everything is over and done with yet. When people start appearing back on the ship, however, she tentatively lets herself start to believe that things really are winding down... which leads to another problem, for her.]
So, uh… during all that, I had some trouble, and Mason took my soul out of my body for a little bit, so I wouldn't be in pain and couldn't get hurt. He was great, by the way; a fucking badass - strong and brave and fighting monsters. He saved my life. He was a hero.
Y'all tell him that the next time you see him, okay?
[He revels in compliments and praise the same way she does; she has a feeling he'll like it.
And it’s so, so tempting to just focus on that and end the post right there - to do something similar to what she did after the jaeger breach and just gush about how so many people had helped her, and how nice it feels to know she has them in her corner. To just ignore the uncomfortable parts in favor of the good.
But it wouldn’t work as well the second time, and for once, she isn’t sure she’d want it to.]
But when I was out of myself, I tried to go inside a monster, and it-- I didn't really do it, but I almost did, and I felt its soul. It was the worst thing I have ever felt in my life; it was worse than dying in my dreams during that flood. It felt evil, and now my soul feels tainted.
[It isn't, really - luckily for her, any aftereffects from the experience are all in her head.]
I died a lot and then I did that, and I'm worried my soul is turning bad because of it. I don't got any real evidence, so it might not be, but... I think I would appreciate it if someone could check, or try to do an exorcism on me. Just in case.
[She smiles a twitchy smile that doesn't reach her eyes.]
I ain't panicking this time, like I did before. But if there's something wrong with me, I wanna get it fixed.
Thanks.
[filtered to Simon]
... Hey, Simon. Hi.
[filtered to Cambridge]
Maybe when we do our next therapy meeting, we can talk about this? About dying and stuff. I don’t…
I don't think I’m handling it too well.
[filtered to Ricki]
Can I talk to you?
[warden filter]
So, uh… during all that, I had some trouble, and Mason took my soul out of my body for a little bit, so I wouldn't be in pain and couldn't get hurt. He was great, by the way; a fucking badass - strong and brave and fighting monsters. He saved my life. He was a hero.
Y'all tell him that the next time you see him, okay?
[He revels in compliments and praise the same way she does; she has a feeling he'll like it.
And it’s so, so tempting to just focus on that and end the post right there - to do something similar to what she did after the jaeger breach and just gush about how so many people had helped her, and how nice it feels to know she has them in her corner. To just ignore the uncomfortable parts in favor of the good.
But it wouldn’t work as well the second time, and for once, she isn’t sure she’d want it to.]
But when I was out of myself, I tried to go inside a monster, and it-- I didn't really do it, but I almost did, and I felt its soul. It was the worst thing I have ever felt in my life; it was worse than dying in my dreams during that flood. It felt evil, and now my soul feels tainted.
[It isn't, really - luckily for her, any aftereffects from the experience are all in her head.]
I died a lot and then I did that, and I'm worried my soul is turning bad because of it. I don't got any real evidence, so it might not be, but... I think I would appreciate it if someone could check, or try to do an exorcism on me. Just in case.
[She smiles a twitchy smile that doesn't reach her eyes.]
I ain't panicking this time, like I did before. But if there's something wrong with me, I wanna get it fixed.
Thanks.
[filtered to Simon]
... Hey, Simon. Hi.
[filtered to Cambridge]
Maybe when we do our next therapy meeting, we can talk about this? About dying and stuff. I don’t…
I don't think I’m handling it too well.
[filtered to Ricki]
Can I talk to you?
[warden filter]
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Don't fucking make fun of me.
Y'all are a couple of ugly, nasty snobs.
[She gives her empty beer bottle a kick, aiming it at Crowley's knee, and starts to walk off.]
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Come on, we were just kidding around.
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[ He holds a hand down to stop Crowley, and moves after her. ]
Tiffany, stop. A moment before you leave, if you would.
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[But she does stop and turn around, crossing her arms.]
You're mocking me; looking down on me. Why? 'Cause I never been to Europe, or bought fancy tailored clothes, or drunk fancy wines?
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[ He corrected as he moved his hands behind his back standing back a respectable distance.]
I am an asshole. I know this, and you are completely right, I am a snob. I will not change, as I do not expect you to change. I find you interesting, more so than the average human. The lush lifestyle doesn't matter. I was actually amused more than making fun of you. But I have insulted you, so, I will give you a free shot. Go ahead, hit me. I will not hit you back, take your anger out. There is no warden to take us to Zero.
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... You're fucking weird.
[But she sits back down - albeit where she had been when she'd stopped walking, about ten feet away from either of them.]
You know, I'm doing school here, actually. And I'm doing pretty well, so I ain't as stupid as you think.
I'm learning a little bit about Europe, as a matter of fact.
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Weird is just variation of the basic normal view. I do not see an issue.
[ He motioned for Crowley to come over to them as he tried to think of a way to say something.]
I am European, Italian to be exact. That is the only reason I really made a comment on it. Though I am glad to hear you are continuing your education, knowledge is power as well. [ he checks his communicator as he says it, he was hoping to get a message by now. Bleh.]
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[He sighed, put down his glass, and got up, then promptly sat down again near Tiffany.]
You were right, by the way. Holland. Except they call it the Netherlands now.
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[She frowns at Crowley, but doesn't move away.]
What's cute? Knowledge?
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They used to belong to the roman empire. [ Your NOT that old Vergil. Stop that shit.
Since he had no where to lean he sat back down close but not too close. He figured Crowley could save himself there.]
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[He rolled his eyes at Vergil. Sure, give her an ancient history lesson, why not?]
Sure, when Christ was born.
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[Hearing that makes her feel a little better; less silly.]
... Well, it would make sense. If they're called Dutch, why the fuck is their country called Holland? Or Netherlands. It don't make sense.
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[ Then to Crowley, a quick sharp add of.]
And my father.
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And your father, [he acquiesces.] Vergil, sit down. You look like an asshole.
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[So confusing.]
... I'm not stupid, just 'cause there's a lot of shit I don't know.
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They are confusing, I give you that. You are not stupid no, you show that in how quickly you learn things around you. I do not expect anyone to know half of what I do. Short of this brat and maybe Lydia.
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You're not stupid, no. [He rolls his eyes at Vergil again.] Even in the presence of this so-called wise man.
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I like Lydia. She gives kinda weird advice, but she's nice.
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[ He snapped right back at him, rolling his eyes at that jab.]
She's a teenage girl, of course her advice is strange. However, she knows what shes talking about most of the time. [ He'd likely openly praise Lydia, except his girlfriend kinda dislikes her a lot, so he wont. Even if hes mad at Sylvanas he still respects her hate.]
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Is she really that smart? I mean... teenager.
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Was I asking a fucking teenager for advice about guys?
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[ He shrugged some.]
Do not judge her by her age, but my her intelligence. She is wise beyond her years. [ he looked ot Crowley.] She doesn't irritate me at all.
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You look like one.
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It don't matter how smart she is, it's kinda weird.
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