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[If I don't have an active post up, feel free to use this post to have your character call, videochat, text, or knock on Tiffany's door.]
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That's what I've been trying to say.
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[Her voice shakes a little, but she's not trying to fight that any more than she was a minute ago.]
I said that, too.
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Chose to have me go. So I'm going. You do whatever you want.
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Fine.
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[She says nothing more, filling her bag. Every choice she's given Tiffany, as she sees it, has been written off in one way or another; in fact, everything she's said to Tiffany about making choices at all has been written off as if it had never happened at all. As if Nina just decided to go crazy for no reason and leave. As if nothing she said even made the slightest impact.
It might be petty at this point, and entirely pointless, but she's not giving her even one more chance to pretend that something she decided perfectly well on her own is on Nina's shoulders. Let her choose. Let her make one fucking decision for herself and own it. In fact, just so there's not the slightest bit of legroom on the topic, she adds belatedly:]
I'll go along with whatever you do.
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I don't want you to go along with what I want. I'm not gonna order you to do shit, Nina. I will respect it if you don't want me to talk to you. I will.
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I told you already -- it's up to you. I don't know how much more clearly I can say that.
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Maybe I can't decide. Maybe I think about it differently from you. Maybe I'm choosing not to make any choice at all.
[She finally has all of her things gathered, and she closes the bag and holds it in both her hands.]
So? Should I expect to hear from you?
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I'm worried that you don't wanna talk to me, but you're gonna suffer through it anyway 'cause you think I'm gonna try to make you.
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[Which is both true and shrewish and mean. Screw it.]
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[She's waiting for an answer.]
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And I won't tell anybody what happened in here today, with you and me.
[She swallows.]
And I won't stop feeling about you the way that I feel.
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[She flops back against the couch with a strangled groan of frustration.]
We are two fucking people, and I'm gonna make decisions for me, but I'm not gonna make 'em for you. No, I'm not deciding that I'm gonna talk to you - no ifs, no buts. There are always gonna be ifs and buts! You want everything to be this or that and nothing in the middle, but it's not!
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