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[tucky]

[If I don't have an active post up, feel free to use this post to have your character call, videochat, text, or knock on Tiffany's door.]

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[tucky]

Yeah. And I'm already doing that. I'm just not coming to a lot of agreements, you know?

... Lots of people are worried about me and Lourdes and her powers in the Enclosure.

[orderfromchaos]

Oh.

[Well. He can see where they're coming from, but also he knows how Lourdes really feels about Tiffany; he's not worried at all.]

Like who?

[tucky]

A few people. I don't really wanna name names.

But I don't want to give y'all a chance to run in and save me. I don't think she's gonna do anything to me, but if she did, I'd wanna solve it with just us. And you, maybe.

[orderfromchaos]

[He shakes his head.]

No, I think you're right. She would take advantage with a lot of other people, but your trust is really important to her.

Why don't you want to tell me? It's not like tattling, they didn't do anything wrong to worry about you. But I could maybe help reassure some of them.

[tucky]

I don't want them to think that... I don't know. That if they don't agree with something I do, I'm just gonna go tell you or Iris or somebody and get you to talk to them about it for me.

We all take care of each other here, but I'm not a kid.

[orderfromchaos]

Well, first of all, it wouldn't work if I didn't agree with you this time.

Second - I'm not talking for you. She's important to me; I'd like to help people understand for her sake, too.

I know it's not the same kind of public discussion as the powers one, but - I don't know. I'd just like to be part of it.

[tucky]

... Letty. Allison. Some other people, maybe. Mostly them.

[orderfromchaos]

[He kisses her forehead for a brief moment.]

Thanks for trusting me.

[tucky]

I always trust you, Dillon.

[She finds hand and squeezes it.]

And I love you. And... God. I love her. I love her so much.

[orderfromchaos]

Me too.

[tucky]

... I could fuck up her life.

[orderfromchaos]

No. Her life has been pretty fucked up for years. By things bigger than any of us.

You could hurt her. And probably you will, eventually. But I think if there's anyone she could learn to forgive for, it'll be you.

[tucky]

I already did hurt her. And it weren't on purpose and it... it weren't even a real mistake, you know? I said one thing and she thought I meant something else.

[But it had showed her that Lourdes is very, very sensitive.]

I think learning to forgive is important.

[orderfromchaos]

Yeah, she's - she expects things to be the worst way, most of the time.

I'm so glad she's got you, Tiffany. I really truly am.

[tucky]

It's... gonna be hard, me having other inmates. Especially if I get someone permanent.

I would need to put them before Lourdes, and I don't know if I could do that.