♻ 016 | audio

[tucky]

You know, I been wondering. If a girl gets pregnant and kills the baby, how many of y'all consider that murder? It's a real... hot-button issue where I come from, I guess; it's a big deal. There's people who feel so strongly about it that they believe the ones who actually do it - the doctors and stuff, and the people who work for 'em - deserve to die too. And it happens. People will go in and kill somebody like that, and other people will celebrate.

But then there's other people who say it ain't bad at all, 'cause we got rights to our own bodies and nobody should try and take that away. That's sexual liberation, and it's the same thing that says girls should be able to have a lot of sex and not get called sluts and whores. I always liked that part, at least, 'cause I been called those things before and it makes you feel dirty and small. But I knew guys who had way more sex than I did, and they never got called shit. Ever notice that? It's weird, how that happens.

And then there's the whole issue with condoms - which I use now, mostly, when I remember, so I don't need another lecture about that; don't worry. If you're gonna have sex, you're supposed to use 'em, or you end up with that problem I already talked about. But condoms are a real pain - they ain’t sexy or romantic or anything like that. You got to stop and put 'em on, and then you can feel 'em, and… I don’t know, I just like it better without. And I bet I ain't the only one.

It's confusing to think about; all of this is. But it's all tied together.

[warden filter]

I'm sorry for flipping the bird on the warden filter last week. I was mad and I'm still a little mad, but I think I do trust y'all, and I would like my actions not to be held against me. Please. Thank you.

Comments

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[tucky]

I don't. Most of the time.

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[walkthedarkpath]

Has something changed here?

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[tucky]

What do you mean?

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[walkthedarkpath]

If you do not usually allow people to get away with it , why is it bothering you?

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[tucky]

It's not bothering me. Nobody called me that here.

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[walkthedarkpath]

Ahh, my apologies, I misunderstood the whole of this as someone was messing with you over such things.

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[tucky]

Nah. It's just something I been thinking about, is all.

Anyway, I don't think I count as a slut here, to most people.

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[walkthedarkpath]

Likely not, even if you did I would knock some sense into someone if I heard them say it. Not because of you, but because I find it a vulgar term myself. If one wishes to be free so be it. Monogomy is not for everyone.

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[tucky]

Well, I don't got a problem with monogamy. I just don't got a problem with non-monogamy, either.

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[walkthedarkpath]

An open mind is a good thing in my opinion.

I believe the term you were looking for is polyamourus.

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[tucky]

I've never heard that one before.

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[walkthedarkpath]

A Polyamorus relationship is more than two people. Its another meaning for non-monogamous.

[ even hung over, big words are his thing.]

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[tucky]

... Well, uh-- I wasn't talking about relationships necessarily. I have never dated more than one person at the same time.

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[walkthedarkpath]

It can be interesting, be it dangerous if jealousy comes into play. That kind of thing is only wise if all parties are on the same page.

I digress, was there anything else on your mind?

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[tucky]

Jealousy comes into play even if you're not dating or screwing anyone else.

Nah, I think that's it.

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[walkthedarkpath]

If there is no commitment, than there is no reason for jealousy. If there is it needs to be spoken over with your partner.

Alright then. [ He just goes on and kills the feed.]