I don't know why it happens but when things get crazy bad I just wanna vanish. I did it when I graduated and it really fucked with people and I don't know how to....I don't know, I wanted to get away for them.
And it just feels really overwhelming, you know? Like everyone was really nice to me and I treated them like crap when I was an inmate, and then I suddenly REALIZED I treated them like crap and felt all that shit hit me like a ton of bricks and didn't want to be hurting them any more so I ran but running was the shittier option? Somehow?
Jesus christ. Sorry. Sorry, that didn't make any sense.
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I don't know why it happens but when things get crazy bad I just wanna vanish. I did it when I graduated and it really fucked with people and I don't know how to....I don't know, I wanted to get away for them.
And it just feels really overwhelming, you know? Like everyone was really nice to me and I treated them like crap when I was an inmate, and then I suddenly REALIZED I treated them like crap and felt all that shit hit me like a ton of bricks and didn't want to be hurting them any more so I ran but running was the shittier option? Somehow?
Jesus christ. Sorry. Sorry, that didn't make any sense.