That wasn't just you getting in trouble. That was her making a decision to brutalize someone, because she wanted to and no one could stop her.
You were reckless, and stupid, and you were believing too hard in ideas about inmates instead of what you actually knew about her, and that doesn't matter. You don't deserve what happened, it wasn't fair consequences, she isn't some natural mindless force that you stumbled into. She committed a kind of violence that nobody deserves, and any warden in a position to rescue you - or anyone else she had her hands on - had a duty to it.
You can't always get rescued, with how crazy things are.
But you deserve it.
And next time it's something like that - something you're scared of in advance - instead of pushing through it alone, you should give us a chance.
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You were reckless, and stupid, and you were believing too hard in ideas about inmates instead of what you actually knew about her, and that doesn't matter. You don't deserve what happened, it wasn't fair consequences, she isn't some natural mindless force that you stumbled into. She committed a kind of violence that nobody deserves, and any warden in a position to rescue you - or anyone else she had her hands on - had a duty to it.
You can't always get rescued, with how crazy things are.
But you deserve it.
And next time it's something like that - something you're scared of in advance - instead of pushing through it alone, you should give us a chance.