That is what I mean, I maybe evil, but I have a job to do. I do try to do both. To do as I am supposed to do, while doing as I feel like doing. Some people deserve to die and who am I to stop that even if I can?

Like if you knew a junkie, and you COULD stop them from shotting up, would you? Or would you just let them kill themselves with that trash to save yourself the effort of repeating yourself? I would let them die and not even give a damn.